ANOTHER NEW DAY

i always say it will be another new day every morning... cause i hope there will be some one always sleep beside me... guess what... it is some one slept beside me whole night... my dog Oscar =.="... haha... not funny at all... but after the time that i fail again... i feel i lost... i have no confident to know girls... i know this is stupid... also people said that she still in my heart that cannot replace... but... i know that's not true... cause my heart is empty... feel likes nobody can fill it... just like a car without petrol... i don't know what i need... i don't know what i want... i keep asking myself... but there always no answer for it... anyone can help me out from that??? no... only me... i think... or if u know how to settle it... please let me know...