it has be 1 year already...
i thought my blog deactivate already...
i forgotten what i create this blog for...

i should feel lucky that i still me...
being myself really hard...
it takes a lot of courage to decide everything...

it comes it goes...
things should be like this...
or should i say it must be like this...
i not giving up easily...
i just dont want make it suffering...

actually i wanna ask this for awhile... what am i doing...

short days

during this 2 weeks... all things comes too sudden... but i don't regret what i did... cause i do everything not only for my own... i know what people say at outside... i don't care... cause only me know that what am i doing... things has pass... now i'm back to me again... i sure that nobody get hurt this times... but i wish to help her... teach her... but now... all become useless... hopeless... no future... only she know that it is true or false in this relation...

how is my days...

early morning clear up myself... go to work... lunch with friends... then work continue again... finish work go yam cha... after yam cha back home... dinner... bath... rest... go 大家乐 play initial d... after that yam cha again... then back home online and sleep... this how i pass every weekdays...
weekends... wake up... do house work... lunch with friends... do what i want to do... yam cha... talking... back home... rest... 大家乐 again... yam cha... play computer game... see ppl racing...
sunday... breakfast with family... find friends... yam cha... go STC see ppl play go kart and drift... then bath... dinner... 大家乐... yam cha... sleep

no big deal at all...

boring or not??? don't know... no feelings at all... cause... i just a zombie...

Never Had A Dream Come True

everybody's got something
they had to leave behind
one regret from yesterday
that just seems to grow with time

there's no use looking back or wondering
how it could be now or might have been
all this i know but still i can't find ways
to let you go

chorus:
i never had a dream come true
till the day that found you
even though i pretend that i moved on
you'll always be my baby
i never found the words to say
you're the one i think about each day
and i know no matter
where life takes me to
a part of me will always be with you.

somewhere in my memory
i've lost a sense of time
and tomorrow can never be
cause yesterday is all that fills my mind

(chorus)

you'll always be the dream
that fills my head
you'll always be the one iknow
i'll never forget
it's no use looking back or wondering
because love is a strange and funny thing
no matter how i try and try
i just can't say goodbye

用心良苦

你的脸有几分憔悴你的眼有残留的泪
你的唇美丽中有疲惫我用去整夜的时间
想分辨在你我之间到底谁会爱谁多一点
我宁愿看着你睡的如此 沉静
胜过你醒时决裂般无情
你说你想要逃偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了剩下空心要不要
春己走花又落用心良苦却成空
我的痛怎么形容一生爱错放你的手
你的脸有几分憔悴你的眼有残留的泪
你 的唇美丽中有疲惫我用去整夜的时间
想分辨在你我之间到底谁会爱谁多一点
我宁愿看着你睡的如此沉静
胜过你醒时决裂般无情
你 说你想要逃偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了剩下空心要不要
春己走花又落用心良苦却 成空
我的痛怎么形容一生爱错放你的手
你说你想要逃偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了剩下空心要不要
春己走花又落用心良苦却成空
我的痛怎么形容一生爱错放你的手
你说你想要逃偏偏注定要落脚
情灭 了爱熄了剩下空心要不要
春己走花又落用心良苦却成空
我的痛怎么形容一生爱错 放你的手
我的痛怎么形容一生爱错放你的手

happy new year and velentine's day...

happy new year to all my friends and buddy... i so happy to see you all around... also happy valentine's day to you all too^^ but not to me... cause i am single... love you all^^

sweet always...

wish me luck too...

i need it so much